I KNOW my purpose in life. Why don't I live like it? If I am here to
further the kingdom of God, why do I not spend each and every moment doing that? Any other action or endeavor is a complete waste of time, of my life, of
me. But it's
me that's the problem,
me that gets in the way. If I ask God to
rid me of myself, and fill me with the Spirit, to do His will, not only do I
like the me I become, but I am
happy, too. But my nature (my human-nature, my sin-nature) clouds everything, confuses the simple truth. If I follow my nature's lead, I think of
myself,
my wants,
my needs,
my time, what
I want to do, how
I feel, how
I'm being wronged, how
I'm giving more than
I'm receiving... I'll tell you where it doesn't lead: to happiness and fulfillment. If I am made to serve my Maker, to do the work that He has set apart for me, then I pray that that will be my focus every day, every hour, every second of my life. When I pray God to rid me of myself and make me an empty vessel to do with what He will, I become more loving, more kind, more patient. I become the
me He created me to be.